It's Like a Paradise.

<3

I can't wait to go to Pangkor island with my family.

and that's not just only the best part.

MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING ALONG TOO HEHE <3

Omggg i can feel my skin tingling like hell already hehee

like i said to him.


" EHEEEE IT'S LIKE A HONEYMOON. EXCEPT WITH MY FAMILY. LOL. "


Ya just gotta love the beautiful beaches <3

:)

...

man.

I'm starting to miss school at the same time.

i really wish i could go back there and see my friends again.

I can't tho -.- i would love to see my friends finish their last test which is next Monday.

but on that day i just so happened to be in Pangkor :p

Oh well i could just see them in Prom which is on the day i return from Pangkor.

YES THE DAY I RETURN. HOW TIRING IS THAT LOL.


k i'm tired. it's 1:08 a.m and i wanna avoid those nasty ulcers that i might get if i keep staying up late too often.


Adios Amigos!

Adulthood,here i come.

omg. i can't believe it.


I have finished it.


I have finished SPM!

WOOOOOOO

I CAN DRIVE.

I CAN GET INTO BAR CLUBS LOL.

I CAN * shot *



;) oh what an epic year it has been.


Now something even more epic is going to happen. and i'm looking forward to it.

Bring it on! >:)

and as i watch life goes by with time..

...this is it. one of my biggest moments in my life.

Yesterday was my last day of school.

I told myself i wouldn't cry on that very day.

MAN I WAS SO CERTAIN THAT I WOULDN'T CRY.

but i end up crying because of the teachers who bid us farewell and wished us good luck and all the best for the big test.

Oh boy.

Now i just need to get over with this Stupid SPM test.

seriously. it's stopping me from having fun LOL.

but not to worry..i'll have fun once i am done with my last exam paper.


WHICH IS ART.


epiiiiiic. LOL!

:)



One Day i See myself as a little kid crying for my mum when i was Seven.

And another day i see myself being a loser when i was 13. (i had quite a bad time especially that year.i must admit i was trying so hard just to fit in.)

And Now Here i am. 17 years old. and i am about to finish school.

SOB. TIME JUST FREAKING FLY BY EVER SO QUICK! T ^ T


Oh Man.

I can't believe i'm saying this but i'm actually looking forward for Prom.

BUT FIRST THING FIRST. FINISH SPM. GET DRIVER'S LICENSE. THEN PROM. WHOOP!


Oh Man. So Much Things To Do In Life. And Yet So Little Time.

lol.

Okay so anyways...

I felt the recent post i posted was rather sappy and stupid so i decided to post another much more happier post. I don't really like posting sad stuff on my blog or anywhere else. :)

okay quick update(although i updated yesterday i'm just gonna start of with the same ol stuff but with new stuff added together)

-I SHOULD GET STUDYING.

-SPM is less than two weeks away. FFF D:

-i wonder what's gonna happen this Thursday :/ NO DRAMA PLEASE. forget it i hate to deal with DRAMA.

-i should get a part time job once i get my driver's license after SPM~

-i guess waking up early isn't as bad as i thought..i'm just lazy mind you.

-Aaaand i miss my boyfriend as the usual but he's telling me to revise now so i shall be a good girl and do that. LOL.


also,i usually delete posts about things i'm not happy with. but i'm just gonna leave the previous post here just to make a little reminder to my family.

[ Edit ]

Okay about that " message " to those two people in my family. i have decided to remove it. i believe that what i wrote would just cause more argument. :\

Eh..Like What Sensei said...

Those Who are Always hot headed will cause a lot of conflict in life which leads everyone to more stress and argument with hatred.

but those who are wise,they will tolerate it and be peaceful.

Afterall,Silence is golden.

Life is meant to be simple no matter how corrupted this world can get.

:)

Life has been quite dramatic,hasn't it?

...O yes. it sure was.


just felt like updating on my blog about what's going on with me.

-Spm is just only few weeks away. FFFFF!!!

-I miss my boyfriend as the usual ; __ ;

-certainly not looking forward to waking up tomorrow early for school.

-i should study more than before..fff.


AND THE MOST DRAMATIC ONE OF ALL.


-family problems.

okay so maybe the rest aren't that all dramatic. but i can reassure you that family problems is serious business. >:(

i hate two people in my family which is my brother in law and my 2nd mom. yeah you can say she's something like my step mother. long story.

jeez they have been throwing so much drama that it caused me to feel so much pain seeing my beloved nieces and nephew crying.

i usually don't blap about my family's problem here. but i'll make this as an exception for once.

that's all i can say though,it's quite of a long story.

whatever happens. i hope the children are alright.


Children never deserve to get lectured and watch their loved ones argue infront of them.

:(



Oh well. life has to go on anyways.

I hope this won't happen to my packages.

...of course...it's not like people employ ninjas to do these work :p

THIS CARTOON IS GIVING ME A LOT OF NOSTALGIC FEELINGS AND MEMORIES ; A ; !!!!

Seriously. i loved watching this when i was a little kid.

I want this on my Christmas list.

Pretty please? oh i remember how i used to love Entei when i was a little girl.

YES BESIDES LIKING THOSE OTHER SERIOUSLY KAWAII POKEMONS,i don't know why i love entei <3

no seriously i don't know why :|

ignore the height measurement i couldn't find a better bigger clearer picture on google HURRR.


Oh ya! changed ma blog's layout again. Whaddaya think? :B Nge he.


K ciao i need to go study. i've been hanging on this computer for too long. :\

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLEZ

and to celebrate this wonderful occasion,here is my fatcat wearing her halloween singlet that i bought for her from Ebay! LOL!

Also,please check out(if you want to) Emonga's Blog. i have submitted new photos recently.

Okay enough said.

Cheers! :)



i should really start studying. FO REAL. *grumbles*

I joined Twittah!

Yeah. my friend Li Ann made me do it. * points at her * IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT WOMAN NOW I CAN'T LET GO OF TWITTER LOL.

i'm typing a lot of crap on twittah LOL


Oh and remember my Tumblr. Account? i changed it into another kind of blog.


It's based on my soft toys that i love with my soul x)


Starring Emonga! the newest Pokemon of the 5th Generation.


Whoop! so yeah i ain't just gonna post about Emonga. i would include other soft toys too sometimes.


and i will try to make this more happening than previously. LOL.




Whoop Whoop!


Wanna visit Emonga's blog? click here.

Cheers!

This Post Is Dedicated To my Older Brother,Alex. :)

My Brother had a surgery today. So he's in irritation and is feeling rather uncomfortable at the moment. and i just saw something i'm sure my brother would love to watch :)



Storm Trooper + Gatsby commercial dance = Ftw!

Look at those moves! So Pro. LOL

Cheer Up Alex! and Get well soon! :)

Why Am I Not Studying?

That's a good saying Yazmeen. it really is. LOL.


because we all right now have the same problem. (well not everyone lol)

It's just only 30 days till SPM..

and most of us are so carefree that we don't actually give a damn to study for SPM.

shit man LOL.

man i knew getting an iphone4 at a time like this is a bad time..it's distracting me from studying.

Noh. i'm a strong girl. i shall fight all my might for not letting my iphone4 to distract me.

i'm getting worried about mathematics as the usual. my mom is looking forward to me about getting good grades for it. afterall,maths IS important.

i suck at math which is the bad part.

COME ON EVEN MY 10 YEAR OLD NIECE IS IN LOVE WITH MATHS. DAMN I FEEL SO ASHAMED.

LOL.

she hates science though. PFFT. WELL IIIII LIKE SCIENCE LOL.

oh well. better drag out those books and study. before it's too late.

time is running out maaan.

Oh! some guys even made a trailer for SPM HAHA LOL. Enjoy Anyways~ :)

iphone4

i has it.


LOL. finally,after all these years. i finally got a smart phone for myself. wee hehee. x)
Man I can understand why people like phones like these lolol

Excited Otters!

i like how they make their " excited " noises. xD


But,i wonder what are they so excited for lol. they seem to be going after someone and asking for something like a treat. lololol

Is it Finally Over yet?

Because i can't wait to get over with this flu!!!


i have been pretty ill for the last few days. especially yesterday,i had a misunderstanding that lead to argument with my mother :S

and because of that,i got fever again.

But Alas! Panadol had saved me! Oh for once i rely on Medicine. maybe that's why i can't get well that soon i dunno.

I feel a lot more better today though! Despite the coughing out the Phlegm. But the coughing wasn't as bad as yesterday ahaa.

I had a great time with my boyfriend last night x)

and Aikido Class was Canceled yesterday because Sensei went off to Sabah.

Other than that. i didn't get to eat the awesome Japanese Beef Curry my mom cooked yesterday :c since i had fever and my mom suggested me to not eat something heaty.


BUT I JUST ATE SOME JUST NOW WOOOOO! x)


tastes awesomeeeeee. Now i'm bloated.


okay i'm just gonna lay around for today.

Heat, Heat Go Away

NEVER COME IN ANOTHER DAY. EVER!!

gosh the heat is so terrible today.

it's so hot,i got slight fever just now. i'm starting to have it again if i don't keep this Cool Pack on me for long.



i don't feel as bad as just now.

But Man,do i really wish i am in a four season country now and enjoy the Autumn season.

THAT'S OK.

apparently my mom is planning a Trip to Macau and Hong Kong Around December after my SPM test Woohoo! i hope i would make it in time for Prom! Whoop!

can't wait to go there and feel the cold breeze there. x)

No More Fooling Around Kid...

....Before it's too late to back it all up.


TRIAL IS OVER. SPM IS JUST COMING IN 41 DAYS. god damn it. LOL

I have been ill for the pass few days. it was terrible. my voice was hoarse today and yesterday. except today isn't that serious. now i can speak better now. but i still sound weird at some point.


Been addicted to the Guardians Of Ga'hoole Book Lately. awesome book to read. Recommended to all to read! :)

Aikido Class tonight. Hmm.

nothing really great happen.

I just know my results for Trial sucked BALLZ.



eh.


* sigh *

just another 41 more days..and with that test over,i will be moving on to another stage of life. and that will be adulthood. ....ffff. I DON'T WANT TO BE AN ADULT YET D8<



sgjkdflkgjdlfkgjdfg.


eh. No matter how old i get,even when i am a ol' Grannie,i'm still going to be a child at heart :)






BAHAAA. i will embarrass my kids and grandchildrens HAHA!


:p

You May Say I'm A Dreamer..

But I'm Not The Only One...


Love this Song. So peaceful :)


.... * gets nagged by mom for some odd reason *


Yeah. i sure need some peace around here LOL

I'm not trying to make this post a little bit more emo,but if i remember correctly,i think my father told me to play this music on a piano while i sing for him during his Funeral. yikes. LOL. i know he really likes this song though 0: my dad may be the one of the angriest people i have seen in my life,but i know deep down inside him,he just wants love and peace like everyone else does.

well,i do know my dad is finally at Peace :)

Now why haven't i ever thought of something like this?

Every Cafe(especially starbucks)or Restaurants should provide these to their customers for Take Away Drinks lol.

Such a convenient way to hold a freezing/Blazing hot Drinks! :D

THE DREADED FLU STRIKES ME

Yeah i'm having a slight flu at the moment.

So i felt like a rotten potato when i woke up Dx

what a way to celebrate the end of SPM trial test.


SERIOUSLY.

i had art exam yesterday and DAMN. i got flu D8<

haha me and my boyfriend got slight flu at the moment.

NO WE DIDN'T INFECT EACH OTHER WITH FLU.

we haven't met since he came back from Miri on Monday ; w ;


O right,had Aikido class yesterday. felt sick and yet nervous because i was afraid i couldn't do well thanks to the stupid flu.


TURNS OUT MY FLU FELT BETTER AFTER THAT. WHOOPEEE

aaaaaand tonight i am going to watch movie with my family. we're watching The legend of the guardians:Owls of Ga'hoole.


I MUST WATCH IT MORE THAN ONCE LOL. IT'S A GREAT MOVIE! x)

highly recommended to all! :)


[ HUGE EDIT PLZ ]


Okay. Turns out my brother in law called my mom saying that the plan was canceled because my niece have school tomorrow. WTF. oh well :/

atleast i get to spend more time with my boyfriend tonight x)

NEW LAYOUT!

well it's for October.

Since the Season is Autumn,i shall put some Autumn Theme.






Just in case you people don't know...




I loooooove love love Autumn Season. and Halloween too! :)





x) this is my favorite Month by the way~

I am going to grow fat again! D8

......Eh.



LOL YOU JUST WASTED YOUR TIME READING THIS AAAAHAAAA!!



.... :| i have no life.






especially when i am bored.













...SERIOUSLY LOL.

and yes i actually have no absolute idea to type anything on my blog. i should update my Tumblr. Blog Actually aha but it seems like i'm blogging here more than Tumblr. :p


mmm i feel like eating nuggets...

* licks lips *




You're Probably Not Reading This Ben..well since you don't pay attention to my blog a lot. well it's not that you don't love me. i know you still love me ahaa. :p so anyways,whether you ARE reading this or not,you should know that i really do miss you right now T . T please come back soon and take us to somewhere Fancy to eat in K.L or anywhere ok.. :) i miss moments like that x)

This is where i would want to live once i grow old. :)

Photo copyrighted to Joe Vee who took this in Melbourne,Australia.

sorry if i suddenly stole this pic from you >.<" i just really like that photo a lot. you can ask me to remove it if you want ok :p

I had this dream since i was young when i visited a Farm in Australia for the first time.

i hoped that i could live in a Farm life until i die.

i got over that feeling as time flew by.

but when i looked at Country Like Photos,man i feel like going to that sort of place again :)


Well maybe perhaps once i have retired,i would probably spend my money to live in
countries like Australia,England,America,Canada..I don't know. i will have to see how well i can do with my Career.

:) whatever the case is,as long as i live a good satisfying life,that part will always fulfill my dreams x)

i wonder if you are still keeping those magnets or not :p

A BIGGGGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH FOR A FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN SINCE I WAS 13!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAHANI SOFIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! x) hope you have a blast today!




Okay now let's move on to things i wanna talk about.


I feel pretty good with science test paper today :)

fff- there's mathematics test paper tomorrow >8C


and i hope my Sensei isn't gonna cancel the class today. Now Seriously,i have been practicing quite a lot for Aikido. I know i have much more better things to do like study but...yeah. Agh whatever.

Oh!! my Mom's friend got her an Ipad. IT'S SO SMOOTH AND PRETTY. * w *

Nga ha can't wait to hog on it once i got the chance. :P

Best Grape Juice Ever~! :D

I was having slight doubts at first when my mother wanted to try one of these drinks.

But man was i wrong,this tastes really good actually! :D good thing we didn't regret buying 6 glass bottles of it. they had a promotion of it so yeaaah. :p

OH YEAH SPEAKING OF WHICH. i just had my Bahasa Melayu Test today.



it actually didn't go as bad as i expected it to be.
and it also didn't felt long during the test.



...Okay maybe it felt just a little bit too long. :p ! .



I can't wait for tomorrow's test! and can't wait to get over the whole test.


i am feeling rather hyper today 0:


Oh! and also! i am in the mood for fresh stuff.


Like..Tomatoes...i dunno. LOL.

Holy shiz man..

It's 12:41 a.m here (AND IT'S GONNA BE 1 A.M SOON AAAA)...Time sure is passing by really quick huh?


...you know what. i was about to type about what happened just now,and i just thought..i'll leave most of the news for tomorrow. 0: ..i mean,later. LOL.


Because i'm getting a feeling that most probably i'm gonna spend the rest of the day by being at home studying. Seriously i still got another 2 weeks of test to go with.


Fish Cakes! D8<





Oh maaan i am probably not the only one in Malaysia to say this but man i can't wait to get over with this LOL.

..but yet i want time to slow down a little...and let me enjoy most of it.


Pah.


okay i'm just gonna go sleep now. Nights.

Legend Of The Guardians : The Owls Of Ga'hoole

I just watched it and i loved it :) it's awesome!


Also,some music that i've recently got addicted to x)

THAT DREADED TEST PAPER IS OVERRR

....however much more scarier shit is gonna come...SHUT UPPPP I DON'T WANNA FREAK MYSELF OUT AGAAAAAIN D8<

* burp *


So anyways. i booked meself some tickets for the Legend of the guardians:The owls of Ga'hoole Movie. that was just released here in Malaysia,Canada and The U.S :)

i knowww i shouldn't be watching movies at a time like this since the test is still on.

but i swear after i finish watching that movie i'll start studying As soon as possible.

..i hope i'm gonna do that.


I'M IN THE MOOD FOR JAPANESE FOOD AT THE MOMENT. YUM.

Ohhh yeah i can't wait for another Aikido Class tomorrow x)


WOOT I'M GONNA SEE MAH LOVELY BEN TOMORROW. I'M COMING FOR YOU HUN 8D

Awww :)

I think i'm going Bonkers for Barn owls x)



i know i've shown this picture to quite a lot of my friends already but i just can't help it but to post it here too.

This Adorable Picture is Copyright to Allison Trentleman.

You Can Purchase Allison Trentleman's Photography Stuff At Her Etsy Shop.

i should be really watching my eating habits..

Man i have been eating a hell lot of ice cream lately.

it's surprising because i never really fancied ice cream that much before.

But the only ice cream i would prefer is Häagen-Dazs ice cream :p

also,i wish everyone a Belated Moon Cake Festival that was held yesterday :)

Okay moving on..


UPDATES!

-i had a great day yesterday to celebrate the Moon Cake Festival with my family last night :)

-Tomorrow is Dooms Day. As in,The First Day of my SPM Trial Test. and guess what subject is for tomorrow's test...History. fff- ! Actually,i don't hate history. but i'm not really interested in Learning the Malaysian History >__> but that doesn't give me an excuse to not study lol.

-i'm going to have my Aikido Class Later. Woot we're gonna get our uniforms today! :D can't wait to wear em! x)

-FFFF LEGEND OF THE GUARDIANS:THE OWLS OF GA'HOOLE MOVIE IS COMING OUT TOMORROWWWW HO'MAI GOD I WANNA WATCH WATCH WAAAATCH ITTTTT!!


Okay let's end this post with this awesome song i have been listening to for quite some time.

The things swirling in my mind...

is giving me a headache...

Studies,Entertainment,lifestyle..


Man..i thought i got some free time to take pictures of my daily life for Tumblr.




TURNS OUT. I DIDN'T HAVE TIME AT ALL.

why? because...

-Spm Trial is a big test(and it's just around the corner of this week) for me which i can't afford to ignore my studies.

-the studying is giving me a headache so i end up lazing off on my bed to rest and didn't bother to take any photos at all.

-and when i'm actually free,i got nothing nice to take a picture.


Damn.

honestly i am terribly afraid of failing this test..although i still have another chance to do better in the next final test...well yeah..teachers in school make it sound so....scary.

i know they're worried but damn they make it sound like it's a life and death decision thing of either you want to fail or pass the exam.

Oh how can i forget,i wanted to mention about something special on my blog for someone special today but i end up ranting about my life LOL.

HAAAAAAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAPPY WAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BIG annoying BROOOOOTHER!! AAAAAAALEX!!

Sorry if this seemed simple and plain for me to just wish you Lex. honestly i planned to draw something for you but i didn't have time.


oh yeah and one more thing. stop calling me baby sister. it's annoying. LIEK SRSLY.

and yes you are annoying. :p Haha.


K I'M DONE FOR NOW. beep.

Another Cute Video Of An Owl

except this time it's an barn owl x3
okay so it isn't really exactly dancing but i love how it swing it's body even though it's not following to the beat of the music. the music makes it look even cuter in my point of view lol xD


i know i have showed this video to some friends and watch it like millions of times but i just can't help it but to post the video here on this blog XD i just can't resist it's cuteness x)




i think i am in love with barn owls already * w *

Dooms Day is coming..

Well,SPM Trial is just around the corner so yeah. FFFFF. it's coming this Friday. :/


UPDAAAAAAAATES!!!

-Recently Enrolled Into A Dojo Training Class To Learn A Martial Arts Technique,Aikido which is founded by the awesome Morihei Ueshiba :D !!

-Been studying lately. but unfortunately my mind does not seem to remember a lot from what i'm learning. LOL i'm a slow learner mind you! :p

-I WANNA WATCH THAT LEGEND OF THE GUARDIANS:THE OWLS OF GA'HOOLE MOVIE. >8O !

-i sort of wish time would go slower. WOAH FOR THE FIRST TIME I MENTIONED THAT IN MY BLOG. usually i would hope for it to go faster instead :p

So that is all for now! :)

I feel like traveling :/ or at least go out my house. i need to get out more LOL.






iiiii should really go get so study now.

like,right now.

...so stop blogging now.

now..as in not later but now..




D: i can't let go of my computer. Damn.

" When you have flown as far as you can,you're halfway THEREEEEE. "

As Time Flies By..

I feel like bloggin'. But i don't know wot to blog about :/



Hmm..well there's the SPM Trial Test On the 24th September so..


wait. 24th September?? -looks at calender- O ____ e


THAT'S NEXT FRIDAY AAAA OMG WTF I DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD BE COMING SO SOON WTF!


and yes i have been studying mind you. it's not that i forgot to study.


Oh and Apparently there's this movie based on a novel called " Guardians of Ga'hoole " which is coming on the 24th September and that so happened to be the first day of my stupid SPM Trial test. fish cakes! i got History test on that day DB

i didn't know they would have their own movie one day LOL.

why is it that every time i am going to start reading a novel(yes i just recently start reading about the guardians of Ga'hoole)there would be a movie coming out about it? leul coincidence much.

No idea what Guardians Of Ga'hoole is about? Just click here.


:) well i'm off to do other things.


so much for saying i don't know what to blog about psshhtt LOL. and i suddenly have this urge to eat steamed potatoes! or mashed potatoes...yum! :)

I Should Totally Get One Of These..

It's an energy drink by the way. Want One Of These Drinks? Just Type www.Artbox.co.uk Or Just click here

And yes. it is a drink! I'm Not Joking! :) lol

Cutest little baby birdies!

D'aww. it's so cute with sugary goodness i think i got diabeetus already. CB





just in case you don't know,owls are one of my favorite animals x3

Back From Singapore~

" how was the trip? "

that's what my friends and family asked me today and yesterday haha.


Well. i could say it was fun. However i didn't bother to take a lot of photos since the place didn't changed much since last year i visited Singapore.

Oh Selamat Hari Raya especially to Muslims around the world and everyone else! :)

yesterday was my Dad's birthday leul.


Also,i bought some clothes..and stuff in Singapore.

and i bought some really cute mini plushes,a pair of socks and a japanese fan From this Shop called Artbox.

you can also purchase their stuff Online. Just click here to check it out. and they ship worldwide! i just ordered something from there haha :p !


Well that's it for now...


Also,i am going to a friend's mini orchid farm (which is awesome. i love that place) for bbq and dinner! YAY i get to see my lovely nieces and nephew again with my boyfriend x3 this is gonna be so funnnnn!

IT'S SEPTEMBUR ALREAAAADY???

MAN TIME FLIES LIKE A SHOOTIN' ARROW. (as i mentioned it many times before) lol.


Anyways! i am here to write about Updates so i'll keep this short and simple.


-i just visited my family for a family gathering. Best gathering ever :D

-TOMORROW I AM GOING TO SINGAPORE. YAAAAAY.

-i am going there for 4 nights.

-having a 1 week holiday at the moment. Yippee.

it's 11:17 p.m now and i'm only packing my stuff. HA.




K THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. WOOO.







man i am actually neglecting Tumblr Account. OH WELL.











you my lovely boyfriend,is one of a kind :) i love you ya silly boyfriend. you're still gonna get some slappings for showing me that horrifying milipedes. HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW I AM AFRAID OF THEM DX LOL. i still love you though my lovely bean x) Smiks!

Listening To Music Is A Therapy For Everyone. :)

Okay...i have been not updating a lot ever since my sister fell sick and passed on instead.

Yeah. my sister passed on Yesterday. i even wrote a post which was dedicated to her in case some of you readers may not notice. if you're really that not observant :p ! just scroll down and you'll see the post if you're curious about it.

so i guess you guys would probably know why i have not been updating a lot. but i'm starting to update more again anyways. also,i am beginning to feel better after listening to some musics. i force myself to listen to really happy music. lol :p

i mean,before my sister's incident i had to visit her as much as i could before she goes. i mean,everyone in my family see it coming already anyways. She's going to go soon.

;( i miss her a lot already. my niece even gave me a plastic bag that had a cute baby tiger plush inside it.

my niece told me that her mother wanted to give that present to me for my birthday. it was suppose to be a surprise. i was actually a surprised although my birthday was already over.

i hugged my niece and said " thank you for helping your mother by giving this gift for me :) "

it was really touching.

And to my Sister,Thanks Sis. You're the best Sister that nobody can be as awesome as you are ;)

my family say that i am like a replica of my sister.

we behave the same. we wear the same kind of clothes. we look like the same.

Man! some huge resemblance there huh.

i mean,some people even mistook my sister as my mother HAHA. man that's funny.

Anyways,good times are good times to be with my sister.

Now i will have to still move on with life. until when god decides when to take my life away.

i hope i can do my best to guide the eldest daughter to be a strong person.

i want my niece to be a strong person because she have 2 younger siblings to look after.

and through my experience of losing a father(except it's the other way around for my niece) and a sister,i hope my niece would learn to chin up and smile again like how i did even though i had lost someone very dear to me.

Sometimes,life has to go on.


and at least my sister had lived a good life before she passed on. :)


God bless her Soul.

Rest in Peace My Dear Beloved Sister.

You will forever be known as the joyful sister and mother in this family.
I hope dad would hold on to your hand and guide you up the stairs of heaven.
and as the heaven gates open,may you enjoy for the rest of eternity of your life.

Rest In Peace Nor Jannah Thean.

You will be missed by millions of people.

And you will always be my beloved sister.

God Bless your soul.





This Post is dedicated to my late sister,who recently passed on today. it was a sad day of course. but at least it is over. at least her pain has finally ended.

Smoking

" The eastern European country lights up in the millions. In the photo, Stefan Sigmund, 29, from the Transylvanian city of Cluj, attempts to smoke 800 cigarettes in less than five minutes, in central Bucharest Tuesday, January 30, 1996 through a device designed by him. "


Holy fishcakes!


i think His lungs will probably be really dark and black like charcoal.

Ugh..imagine how his alveoli inside his lungs. probably (like i said) black as charcoal :s


Sigh people these days just got nothing better to do..

LOLWUT.

XD HAHA.











i know i have been posting quite a lot of videos but i got nothing much to say about life now anyways :/

Be greatful for having arms and legs. seriously.

i feel like crying when i watched this. ;(

Inspirational and phenomenal. Encouraging, and spirit lifting...

Nick Vujicic,you're officially my new idol. :)

the inner feeling..

Could it be?


that feeling of...GIRLYNESS?



SLKJDFLSKDJFLSKDFJ



wut.


anyways i notice i begin to get a little girly sometimes. yeuck.


OH WELL GOTTA GO THROUGH THAT ONE DAY LOLZ.



i just came back from a driving school.



5 hours of boring studying. Fishcakes! D8 i felt so tired and sick that i had a rather bad headache just now.

Bweh.






I'm glad i'm finally at home now. <3









Hooome Sweet Home. :)

Legless cat for adoption

WKRG.com News


I would really like to adopt that cat. however i am aaaaall the way in Malaysia while that cat is aaaaall the way in Alabama,United States Of America.


well i just hope that someone really nice and caring would take this beautiful cat in.

The Seizuring Washing Machine

:/ and i thought flushing liquid glow sticks into toilet bowls is really interesting.

LOL! seriously you people probably have nothing better to do! XD

but it's cool. unusual things are awesome :D




for some reason..watching it a few times makes me laugh...LOL.

Kewkee using a tumbler.

Yup. you read that right. and yes i purposely spelled the letter " e " together in it.



:p



K STRAIGHT TO THE POINT.

why am i suddenly using Tumblr?

Because..i wanna try it out..

i thought there's no point of having two blogs at once.

So,i found a solution to it.

I will not abandon (hopefully not.) this blog.

(if you have been reading my blog sometimes..) You will notice i tend to just blabber random crap every day. well yeah so i am keeping this blog for random weird stuff i see from the internet or weird things that i have encountered in life.

For Tumblr,i will be updating about the daily life i go through everyday.

yeah it's kind of like a Journal.

So i will be uploading more photos there.

Curious? Go type(or just click the link which is a lot more easier >__>) www.kewkee.tumblr.com

Haha the website link is like much more easier to type(or remember) than this one :p


k end of story.

The GreenPan.

i have seen this Pan for quite some time already..like for years. lol.


and my mom finally got one of these.

Apparently this Pan isn't just like any other Cooking Utensil..

So What's so GREAT about it anyways?

-No Toxic Fumes
-60% Less Carbon Dioxide Emission during production
-Only recycled material and bleach-free dyes are used in the packaging.
-Great Non Stick and easy to clean.


IS THAT SO?

Eh i just know that the fish we cooked using with the Greenpan tastes much more tastier somehow. or maybe i was just feeling really hungry at that moment and i thought whatever i eat would taste really good. I DUNNO.


i like the surface of the Pan though. So smooth and sleek~

Also besides talking about some Cooking Utensil..


IT'S AUGUST ALREADY OH MY GOD WTF.


SERIOUSLY. DB


SPM TRIAL IS JUST COMING NEARER AND NEARER AS EACH DAYS GO BY.



OMGGGGG. * explodes *

Rave Toileto.

Okay..I have seen people flushing various things down into the toilet bowl such as paint and what not.


but i never thought of Glow sticks lol! looks kinda pretty with all those colours in the dark! 0:

Despicable Me.

Most Awesome Movie. EVER.


Okay so it's not VERY awesome but it was a good movie :)


Glad i watched it. x)


i had a great day today.

went to play Badminton after watching the movie..


Yeah.









Ahaaa...Finally here ey? now i should stop blabbering here..For now. Can't wait to get you soon. :)

Weekends are here again!

Time flies just so quick sometimes huh?



Also,I'm starting to get addicted to Neopets again :p



Bleh.










seriously. If you're not even gonna come next week i am going to report your Sender. >8C

You Must Be JOKING With Me! D:

HIDEO KOJIMA A " HUGE FAN " OF TWILIGHT,WILL JUDGE YOUR FAN ART.


seriously. please tell me this is a lie.

Because it's so difficult to believe this it TRUE! XD


Nga ha i can't wait to tell Karmen about this. SERIOUSLY.

" Metal Gear Solid creator Hideo Kojima is apparently a fan of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight series, opting in to judge a fan art contest themed around the second entry in the romantic vampire action series, New Moon.

That's according to a release from Japanese artist network pixiv—pretty much the overseas equivalent of deviantArt—which has tapped Kojima, Evangelion character designer and manga creator Yoshiyuki Sadamoto, and Twilight manga artist Ryuji Gotsubo to judge a Twilight: New Moon fan art contest.

Kojima, who I'd wager aligns himself with Team Jacob, is reportedly a "huge fan" of Twilight, according to the Anime News Network's translation of the release. He'll contribute his expert opinion as well as a signed copy of Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots, apparently, to the list of grand prizes.

If you've got some Edward Cullen fan art lying around—perhaps in the Yoji Shinkawa style—you might want to get a Japanese speaking friend to register with pixiv and submit it on your behalf. Otherwise, expect this contest to be an "only in Japan" kinda thing.

The more cynical of you may see this as an attempt to broaden the exposure of things like Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker to a very passionate fan base. But I'm betting you're way, way off. Way off. " -Kotaku.com

METAL GEAR SOLID FANS(that so happen to think this is gay or just really hate Twilight),NOW BEFORE YOU FLAME ME,I MUST TELL YOU.

I MYSELF IS A METAL GEAR SOLID FAN TOO.

I am in love with Big Boss. * w * he's so Kakoi!
(hey i didn't even write that really long paragraph anyways. just snatched it from Kotaku.com.)

and no i don't hate twilight neither do i like it.

Also! i got the news from Kotaku.com(although i have already mentioned it earlier but i'll just mention it again..)

So yeah. It's not a big deal actually. But man i find it so hilarious for someone awesome like Kojima to actually like Twilight. Not that he can't like it....just never knew he would like something like that.


K. End of blogging.

Ps. i may tend to write crap at the end of my post. It's just nuisance actually haha :p just wanna write that to make myself feel more..uhh..happy. i dunno.













Now seriously when are you actually gonna come?

Growing Old On This Special Day.

No i'm serious,i actually had back pain when i tried to sit down this morning.


HOW ODD HUH TO HAPPEN THINGS LIKE THAT ON THIS RATHER PARTICULAR DAY.



and yeah..It's my birthday Today. Whoopee! * throws confetti *

i had a good day today :)

Also,i LoL'D When i read Li Ann's Recent Post.

....Please ignore what i'm going to say at the bottom :p Bahaa give it a try if you can guess what i'm talking about.


if you don't wanna arrive then fine. I am sick of waiting for you anyways. But no matter how long it takes,and if still you manage to come to my doorstep one day(or atleast a letter about you that is in my postbox)I would be ever so happy to see you :)

Not here yet?! D:

omg....when the hell will it COME.


Ahaa you wouldn't know what i am talking about anyways :p



Eh. Tomorrow is my birthday.



Woo.


LOL. i'm not in the mood to blog now :/

This Guy is a Genius. FTW!

People can be so creative and amazing huh? :)


lol at the corgi dog part in the video i love corgis lol

Don't see the corgi? it's at 2:01

The Happy Funeral

This morning when i woke up..

i needed to go pee very badly. must be all that water i drank from last night lol.


Anyways..after relieving myself...

i went to the balcony. where my cat was just sitting there staring at something.

i was wondering what she was staring until i notice she was staring at some mini band playing some really happy jolly music. they were walking behind a car which was driving reaaally slow. i took my binoculars and i noticed it was actually a funeral. Chinese Funeral that is.

So i saw this Mercedes Car..and it was really long like a limo car. it was carrying a coffin inside..

i think that car is modified...lol since the butt of the car looked really big and outrageous.

Anyways yeah..after the car holding the coffin inside is probably the family members and friends of the deceased person inside the coffin.


Eh i wonder who passed away recently.


Perhaps that explains why there's always an ambulance passing by here all the time.

but really..what's with the happy jolly music when someone just passed on wtf lol.

Eh during my step grand dad's funeral..the band was playing a rather happy music too wtff.

Anyways..i notice how my back gum is getting painful and itchy.


I feel like biting something hard.

Maybe my wisdom tooth is coming out? 0:

i dunno lol.


Dum dee doo..

LOL there's Patapon 3??

SOOOOOO AWESOME



ASHLGHKLOSDFKJG

can't wait for the game to come out soon!

I am Watching You Veeeeerrrry Closely..

Me: * hides in a bush *

Postman: * comes to the post box and slips in letters and walks away *

Me: Zomg! O8 * runs to the post box. and checks for the mail *


....


Me: ...WTF IT'S NOT HERE YEEETTTT


GOD DAMN IIIIIIT.

WHEN WILL IS COMEEE. IS IT THAT DIFFICULT TO GO THROUGH A CUSTOM CHECKING.

IT'S JUST A GOD DAMN PLUSH LOLLL.


* sigh * T____T knew i shoulda had go with Priority Mail but noooo. i just had to go with first class instead. oh well. :/







lol please ignore my random crap above.

What a day it has been...

Man...i was so pissed this morning.


Anyways! that problem is over now..so it's not a big deal anymore. i do not want to bring up the situation again.

What i was suppose to say is that for the whole day,i felt so guhhh...

i was feeling like that because i cried this morning..OH SHUTTUP LOL.

so finally when my aunty massaged my shoulders...she told me that my muscles in the shoulders are so stiff..it shows i had been really stressed lately.


eh heh..i guess you could say that i WAS pretty stressed..

still i don't take problems as serious as before..yeah you can say i was really naive back then. i'm still quite naive now though. damn it. LOL

I usually just calm down(although i will burst in madness when i'm mad)and think about the brightside of life. not that i am ignoring my problem all the time..ah it depends what SORT of problem it would be.

Sooo yeaaah..

WOOOO MALAYSIAN INTERNATIONAL TOY FAIR IS THIS SATURDAY. OH BOYYYY.

can't wait to go there with my boyfriend <3

Also! I AM SO FREAKING EAGER FOR THAT PACKAGE to come!!

Damn i have been checking my letter box for DAYS LOL.

oh well..patience..patience...

okay i'm done for typing for now.


:) cheers!

The Lorax Bento. Delicious! :)

Wow. I never knew someone would make a Lorax Bento! awesome!


I'd eat that. really :P

this wonderful bento is created by the creative chef Anna! Visit www.annathered.com to see more awesome bentos in her gallery.

Great job Anna! i love how you did the Truffula Trees and especially the Lorax himself :)

Man..i feel so hungry right now..Skipped lunch today..Ehh..lol.

Is it me...

...Or Time Seems to be flying really quick when you are having fun? lol and the last few days ago i wished time would fly quicker because i was boooooooooored. Nga ha.

lol it's the weekends and maaaan. it's already Sunday today and tomorrow is a Monday |:


10 MORE DAYS TILL I GROW OLD.

nga ha in case you don't get what i am trying to say..My birthday is coming :| fishcakes!!

WHAT'S COMING UP SOON.

-My school is holding a Food Carnival In the school carpark On the 24th July

-Besides Food Carnival..there just so happen to be a Malaysian International Toy Fair Held at Midvalley Mega Mall convention center on the 24th July Till 25th July.

-...my birthday? eh i mentioned that earlier anyways.

-GONNA GO GET THAT DRIVIN' TEST ONCE MY BIRTHDAY ARRIVES. WOOT.

I wanna be a billionaire...

So...Freaking bad...although he said f*ckin in the video,well..Mind that. LOL.


Agh this morning i was stretching my legs so hard my muscle went into the wrong place(if u get what i mean)so it was like stuck in that place and hurted soooo bad hahaaa.

eh. I'm feeling better now anyways. i should really go exercise. :/

i can't really walk very properly though...

that package better come..I am so EAGER for it to comeeee.


ANYWAYS TIME FOR BREAKFAST. NOMNOM.


mmm..Tuna sandwich.

Murrr....

Oh LORD i am so bored T ___ T

first,i feel kinda bored at school today...feeling eager to go home. THEN! Now i am feeling eager to go to school...or outside actually.

i dunno. Ever since the portfolio is being handed in already..although i still got the artifact to do..i keep forgetting to ask my art teacher about it. ffff-


ANYWAYS. Why do i keep thinking today is Thursday and tomorrow is Friday. REALLY.

Ehh..I should go get a part time job. really. earn some pocket money and crap i wanna buy on Ebay.

It's been a while since i've said this but..I WISH THE DAYS COULD GO BY FASTER.

but then SPM would come by faster...ffff.

FINALLY. IT IS DONEEEE

WHAT IS DONE? THE PORTFOLIO ISSS YESSSS WOOOO.


although the portfolio will obviously need some redo'ing...i know. will get it because i missed out writing some crap CB

For now,DOWN WITH ARTIFACT. WOOOOOOOO.

eh. i don't really know what to do now. since i'm waiting for my art teacher to find a suitable huuuge art block to do the artifact.


mmm..

eh heh. i can't stop watching Lambert the Sheepish the lion. oh,i probably didn't mention this..if you have watched the video i posted before..i think the wolf looked really ugly at some angle. >__> i dunno. lol.


Man is it hot today or what!


....i don't feel like going to school tomorrow..i feel lazy XD

Laaaaambert,The sheepish Lion.

Aww..i think i had watched this before when i was really young. Such a cute cartoon XD <3

Period + Wind in Stomach = seriously painful

Today is when my curse FINALLY arrived (really,it's late this month.) and after drinking some water i don't know why but my stomach suddenly had wind inside there and it's not painful actually..more like really uncomfortable.

Oh well. It'll eventually go away if i manage to fart hahaaaa. about the period,there is no way out unless i have to endure the pain for a few days..well it's just a few days or at least a week..So i'll just go through with it. whether i like it or not. :|

EHHH.

TOMORROW IS THE DAY WHERE WE GOTTA HAND IN OUR PORTFOLIO altho we are actually suppose to hand it LAST week so you can say we are pretty much late e w e horray procrastination

Eh i'm not worried. since i don't have a lot to do for the portfolio.


hmm. i really feel like going to the balcony right now,just sit there with my cat and watch as the clouds float to one side to another makes me feel so calm. :)

these are the most awesome earphones EVER.

my old earphones broke so i actually first bought a sennheiser earphones but instead...my awesome uncle bought me these Bose earphones. MAN. I TELL YA. I KEEP SAYING THIS TO EVERYONE BUT IT'S LIKE A MINI CINEMA SPEAKER IN THIS EARPHONES LAWL.


Thank you uncle <3 MUCH APPRECIATED!! REALLY!! XD

i never expect i would get one of these beautiful earphones. <3

Paul has once again predicted it correctly! :D

This picture above here is Paul the octopus predicting that Germany will win against England.

and apparently Germany DID win. wow the octopus is a oracle XD hahaaa.


I read the newspapers that there was once Paul picked Germany instead of Spain but instead Spain won.

So for the 2010 fifa world cup..apparently Paul actually picked Spain this time instead of Germany. AND GUESS WHAT SPAIN ACTUALLY WON HAHAAA. i bet Spain put a really delicious oyster with seasoning in their box that made Paul pick them lolol * snickers * nah i'm just saying.


ah i'm sure most of you guys know about this already but i just thought of sharing the info on my blog lolol. and if you don't actually know who the hell Paul is then you're probably a person who don't really read newspapers or watch the tv news.

Also....



I FINALLY FINISHED MY FREAKING ART PORTFOLIOOOO well almost. just need to list the names out in the portfolio. and wtf man my art teacher told me my portfolio looks thin. WUUUT. D:

and now down with Artifact. Oh yeaaah.


i warned my cat not to scratch or play with my things in my room but she end up dragging my camera off the desk by pulling the string attached to the camera. So as a result of that my camera fell on the floor. but the good thing it has protection cover around it. still. my cat shouldn't had done that so i scolded her and smacked her(well not hard. i can't really hit her since she can get scared really easily.)..so she still think nothing happened. So i decided giving her a bath and boooy she sure was grumpy during bath time LOL.


ok end of story i really wanna go nom nom some food in the kitchen. BYE.

Malaysia International Toy Fair

So...is anyone coming with me? ;)


it's on the 24th till 25th July. Damn that's when my school holds a food fiesta event on the 24th.

But i would rather go to the toy fair instead because i have never been to a toy fair before so why not * w *

Happy July Month!

I just visited Taylor's Lakeside College


and it is



A-W-E-S-O-M-E


THE PLACE IS SO PRETTY although it is still new since the place was only recently finished built this year..


i MIGHT consider of enrolling into there. this college is like way better than the other one we visited yesterday. LOL.

BUT I STILL NEED TO BROADEN MY VIEW. I NEED TO LOOK FOR MOAR COLLEGES IN ORDER TO FIND THE RIGHT CHOICE.

also someone got left at the college when we were about to leave LOL WTF.

Other than that...


I'M GOING TO GROW OLD AAAAA.

Yeah my birthday is on the 27th July.

No special plans for it :/ just know it's another birthday that i grow older.

but! i do plan to save up some cash and buy something nice for myself on the internet :)

Teehee.

I wanna get one of these awesome figurines

* grabby hands * Guhhhhh I WANT ONE OF THESE FIGURINES SERIOUSLY.


My Boyfriend says:control urself bea
would you really want an expensive iron man on ur desk?

YES I WOULD ACTUALLY HAHAAA.



but i gotta think twice. this figurine is like.. RM 568 ringgit holy shit LOL


:/ * sigh *

a little bit of updating to do.

WHAT'S NEW LATELY HMMM?


-Visiting(with school) Some Colleges tomorrow in order to find the dream career.

-i can't really decide to either take hotel management,Tourism OR Graphic Design. SO MUCH TO CHOOSE LOL.

-Rushing a hell lot on art project(not that i still got lots more to do..just want to finish as soon as possible :| this project is getting on my nerves)

-got some packages from Ebay.com YAY SUCCESSFUL SHOPPING ON THE INTERNETS LUEL

and that's about it.


EH I REALLY WANNA HAVE A BREAK. SERIOUSLY.


oh well back to coloring.


* falls *

Fresh Stoneage Food

lol at the people's reaction to the meat! XD

ULCERS SUCK.

Have i ever mentioned how much i hate ulcers? no? well yes. I FISHIN' HATE THEM.



I WISH ULCERS NEVER EXISTED.


now i'm practically putting barley green powder and killing the shit out of my ulcer.


IT HUUURTS OMG. as painful as putting salt on ulcer. i think.

i really wish it can go away soon..



well,that's what i get for staying up late so often during the school holidays. i can't even talk properly right now. the ulcer keeps annoying me. GOSH EVEN WHEN I MENTION THE WORD " ULCER " I FELT SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE GOSSSHHHH. I SWEAR TO NEVER STAY UP SO OFTEN AGAIN.

Feeling Lethargic...

Oh LORD...

Ever since school is back i am beginning to switch back to my school days time to sleep hours LOL. if you get what i mean.


D: i feel so tiiiiired.

lolz i played netball today and some friend smashed into me on accident.

i really wanna finish that damn project as soon as possible god damn ittt DB



i also feel like doing my project...and yet my body is telling me " i can't i really need some rest DB "


Bleh. lol.

Back To School.

well it's the first day of school on the Second Semester. :/


i gots nothing much to chat with my friend these few days.


i feel kinda awkward for some reason when i chat with some of my friends..like as if i feel this empty feeling inside me..Eh i probably ran out of crap to chat....


WTF MAN EVERY ONE WATCHED TOYS STORY 3 EXCEPT MEEEE.

ffff. SO GONNA WATCH IT. >8C


lolz i'm doin' my art project at the moment. Ski-doosh.

Eh. Another day in school tomorrow..


Well it is my last year of school this year so i should enjoy it while it lasts.

Happy Father's Day! :)

I just visited my Father's Grave. it's been a while i had visited his Grave. 0:



yes my father is high up in the skies living in harmony and peace :) to some people who don't know about it yet..





Besides father's day...the second semester of school is starting tomorrow. OMG.


i am not really looking forward to it...



CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? IT IS THE 2ND SEMESTER ALREADYYYYY OMGGGG.


well. Better enjoy it and work hard while i can.

because this will be the last semester and the last few months to enjoy for me in school. before i move on to college.







oh well lulz.




i am looking forward to see my friends. BUT I AM CERTAINLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO HOMEWORKS LOL. who would look forward to that anyways lol

AWESOME CAKE

i would love to have this for my birthday! :D


sorry that the picture is so small >.<" you can see a bigger one here! (click on the here word in case you don't know where it is LOL)

Unfortunately,i do not know who made this cake. So...Credits goes to whoever made that cake. :) got this picture From MyFoodLooksFunny.com

lol Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

D: i like stitch. BUT CERTAINLY NOT HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. BLARGH.


No Offence to readers who so happen to be a HSM fan..


And Also,i should thank Li ann For sharing this video with me. Thanks Li ann! :D


i don't like it though. LOL. Thank you anyways. :)


If you guys notice...this Animation kinda like..have a bit of anime-ish style in it.



Don't know if some of you will notice it or not.


0:

100th Boring Blabbering Blog Post! :D

Yeah! you heard me! It's already the 100th post. Man. i started this blog since December 2nd. also,i randomly snatched that pic above from Google. CREDITS GOES TO THAT PERSON WHO DESIGNED IT. :D

just only months flew by and it's already the 100th Post.


:| i think it must be all those crap i keep writing on my blog for no apparent reason.


BAHAAAA.




....




:D


lolwut.

NOOOO HOLIDAYS ARE GONNA BE OVERRR.

D: I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL YETTTTT. * snif *



OH WELL ATLEAST I GET TO SEE MY FRIENDS 8D



asdjaslkfjsdf



ANYWAYS.


0: i lost a bidding again on ebay. fish cakes! D8<

the same toy is available to bid again though.


I MUST BID THIS. IF I CAN'T. FORGET IT I'M GOING TO BUY IT LOL.

seriously just now i bidded till the price was almost the same as the same price! there is a toy that is exactly the same product and type. except it has a fixed price. don't understand? look below.

Bidding Price: started from 9.99 U.S dollars.
Results! = 18.84 U.S dollars

Fixed Price: 18.88 U.S Dollars.


JUST 4 MORE DOLLARS THEN IT'LL BE THE SAME PRICE WTF.

no point of bidding then.

the dude won but i find it useless lol.

so if the bidding goes up to there again i'm gonna stop. i rather buy it straight away than rather bidding it till the same fixed price. really.


ANYWHO. GOOD THING MY MOM ALLOWS ME TO BUY STUFF ON THE INTERNET YAY!


sdfjsldfkjsfj i'm gonna spend like crap.


Naaaaaaaaaaaaah. of course i won't. i promise,after this bidding i'll stop for some time.

Man Time Is Flying By Reaaaally quick.

So quick,it's my boyfriend's birthday today! Yippeeee! * throws confetti around *


i'm drawing something really special now at the moment for him. <3


too bad i can't find anything awesome for his birthday. But that's okay. I'm planning to treat him for a movie or something awesome to eat :)



Oh by the way, TOY STORY 3 MOVIE IS COMING OUT TOMORROW YAAAAAAY



I MUST WATCH IT. EVEN IF I CAN'T GET TO WATCH IT IN THE CINEMA D:<


okay i'm going to the toilet now. LOL

Ever Tried Pulling Out Your Tooth With A Rocket?

LOL :D

Headache..

Damn it i knew i shouldn't had stayed up late last night.

i stayed up late because i was browsing a hell load of lion king fan arts. LOL

and i never knew people would actually still draw those awesome lions!


Awesome! but what's not awesome is that..

I heard news from my mom saying my older sister is admitted into the hospital again..


trust me,it ain't just 3 times..more than that most possibly.

Well in case of some of you readers that does not know..

My older sister has a tumor like thing in her brain. not just one but a few of it.

well i can't really say it's a tumor.

just..something like that..eh i'm not entirely sure what's going on.

okay,i'll just assume it's a brain cancer because that's what my family always keep mentioning.

* sigh * i feel kinda worried for my sister now..

it's good she lost some weight at least..that's a good start but damn she keeps going back into the hospital zillions of times..

:/ i hope she's not having anorexia at the same time.

because it seems she dislike eating a lot.

Man she used to eat a lot back then.

alright i'm done for today. i'm going out now so ciaoz. lol.


* taps feet on ground *

Back From Terengganu

Man...i really really miss my computer even though i had the laptop with me during the trip LOL



i just got back my cat. Yet again,that lady is late to come meet up with us. my mother wanted to scold the crap out of her but luckily she managed to hold her anger.



Trust me,it will be not a pretty sight to see my mom releasing her true anger.


Nagging is just a common problem.


But releasing the fury inside is the real deal.


i thought my cat would forgot who i am. TURNS OUT. she still remembers me. Yay! : D


my leopard gecko,Jerry is just being a lazy bum. Hahaaa. Love him <3 or her. gosh i don't really exactly know what's his gender since he acts like a sissy. hey,he does you know. he's even afraid of worms when i fed him worms. wtf.


my mom said we'll just assume he's a boy LOL.


Eeeehhhh.


i'm starting to miss Terengganu a bit. BUT I SURE DO MISS MY HOME MUCH MORE <3



....



i still miss the awesome beach at Terengganu though... * sigh *

new layout and stuff...

Apparently there is a new layout thingy available already..go check it out at the dashboard if u have a blogger account.


yeaaah i changed it. i thought i needed a new layout.


also,yeah i'm already at terengganu.

I CAUGHT CRABS WITH MY BROTHER AT THE BEACH LOL.

the crabs are so small,they're the size of my finger tips.

me and my brother tried catching some small fishes but we didn't manage to. we'll try again today anyways (: we can't really go out to the beach now since it's blazing HOT out there


so we'll just wait until the evening arrives =)


Also!


Small Update: 12 June



HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AWESOME MOTHER WOOOO!! yeah it's her birthday today.



we surprised her with some chocolate cake <3

GoodBye Kuala Lumpur. For now lol

and HELLOOOOOOOO TERENGGANUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU




EEEEEEEEEE i am so excited.


i can feel the excitement tingling in my soul already. 9 w 9



sooo yeaaah.


Buh Byeeee.


i'm going off niao 0:


i'll be back anyways.

darn curse...

really. i am actually a day late for this month's monthly >:C


hurts like crap much more on the second day than the first day. WTF.


D:



Hmmm..i was in quite of an angry mood this morning since i handed over my cat to the girl who i adopted my cat from and she was LATE.you know what was her excuse? she was waiting for my call then she'll only go out of the house really,i told her we'll meet at 10. i was late too which was my fault but damn she was even more late than i am..WTF SHE WASN'T EVEN DRESSED PROPERLY WHEN WE MET,SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE JUST GOT OUT FROM THE BED WTFFF.. fish sticks! we even promised that we would meet at a mall but instead she demanded me to go her house which i had no idea where the fudge it is LOL


oh well. i'm quite worried for the cat. but my mother assured me that my cat will be fine. :/



i will have to trust that girl somehow.

i hope she would actually look after my cat...seriously if i ever see a single scratch or dirt and what not i will NEUTER THE SHIT OUT OF THAT GIRL. >8C



lolwat.



sorry. Monthly is driving me nuts. @ x @



oh and tomorrow is Terengganu Trip! YAY I CAN'T WAIT TO DIG MY FEET INTO THE SAND AGAIN YAAAAAAY


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yesterday i visited my older sister. Damn she lost alot of weight. i'm not saying she's fat but i'm so used to see her as a chubby wubby person. NOW SHE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT. SHE'S ONLY ABOUT MY WEIGHT WTF. Good for her anyways XD


and my sister said i got fatter. wtf.


Whoop Dee doo my boyfriend is coming over yayayaaaaaay <3



okay end of post. LOL.

just another few more days till..

TERENGGANUUU TRIP WILL BE HEREEEEE AR RARRRR RAR RAR ARRRR.



oh LORD my leg muscles are ACHING thanks to that arcade game i was playing yesterday in Midvalley Mega Mall(you're suppose to be some cop in the game and crouch when the bullet is " going " to hit you lolol.soooo yeaaaahhh..i crouched a little bit too fast e A e... now i can't bend up and down properly :C

i even almost smashed my body on my cat today LOL when i bend down.

hey i was only trying to pet her okay lol.


ngweh..nothin' much to update...


- edit -

WOW. THE MOMENT I FINISHED TYPING THIS POST, MY MONTHLY CAME. LOLLLLL. THIS SUCKS MAAAAAN


* dies *

HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE

...for now.


BUT HEY! IT'S A TWO WEEK HOLIDAY SO YAY! LOL.


my school just celebrated teacher's day even though we are actually pretty late for that LOL.


aaanyways. it's not really THAT eventful but ah what the heck.


i just ate nando's chicken restaurant with my older brother since my mom was not free to fetch me from school.




Mhh-hhhmmm. i can smell the salt in the air like i always do when i visit a beach already..Yeaaah..Terengganuuuu!..man that sounds painful and annoying for some reason when i said smell the salt in the air LOL.


Also!


HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL MALAYSIANS IN MALAYSIAAAAAAAA

Man..first semester is already over...


and as soon as the holidays will be over..

the second semester is finally here..



and so will SPM come too.


* dramatic music *


LOL.

Holidays please come sooooon i really need you right now very badly LOL

Okay a few things why i am really looking forward to the holidays.


1. I'm going to Terengganu. a wonderful seaside like state of Malaysia (apparently there used to be lots of sea turtles there. but sadly even though they are protected species,idiots still illegally steal their eggs and eat them for breakfast. LOL JK.. more like sell the eggs.)

2. I GET TO SLEEP MOREEE WOOOOOO. i still wake up kinda early though. like..8 a.m or 9 a.m in the mornin'... my cat always wake me up at 6 a.m in the morning. Blargh lol. yes my cat is an alarm clock LOL.

3. WATCH TOY STORY 3 MOOOOVIE(if i ever get the chance to..people would probably be FLOODIN' in the cinemas as soon as the movie is released) apparently the movie is coming out on my boyfriend's birthday LOL.

4. getting my car license? nah i can't really take the driving test till my birthday comes so yeaaaah. * shrugs *



i wish i could skip school tomorrow. but i'll practically be bored to death tomorrow at home anyways.







Durp!

One Of The Most Idiotic moms you'll ever know in this world.

Recently in my previous post i mentioned about a Boy who was drowned to Death in a pool near my condomium house's place.


well i actually got the wrong information.
My mother told me it was actually a Four Year old little girl who was drowned to death. how did this happened?


There was a(idiotic) korean family. A Father,Mother,Son who is 10 years old and a daughter who was Four Years old.

They were at the pool. the Father and son were at the Adult pool while the daughter and mother was at the children Pool.

This idiot Korean Mother went off gossiping with her korean friends. So the poor innocent 4 year old went off to the adult pool to look for her dad.

And so,the Korean mother assumed that her husband was also looking after her daughter. instead,her husband thought his wife was looking after the child.

Everyone went back home. and realised,the daughter was missing.


And guess what,as they went back to the pool to search for her,The child was already at the bottom of the pool...Drowned to Death.


the idiotic korean mother blamed the condominium's facilities saying it sucks and what not although this is actually her fault. what a way to make an excuse.

i keep saying idiot because really. she's an idiot.

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you know what. the family were swimming at the time where many people would come swimming. and for some odd reason no one realised the poor child fell into the pool and drowned to death.

look,it's not like the people there are heartless or anything but man..how can anyone not notice it? o: that's a mystery for me lol.

TEST RESULTS ARE OUTTT.

well not all of it.



psshtt...i wasn't really happy with english. not that i fail or did very badly. just hoped i could have done better. Well, as they always say, There's always more room for improvement.


BD i am certaintly not looking forward to History's paper. Dur hurr.

oh and science..i'm quite happy with my results too..however i do not know about the other marks of my second test paper.

so i'll pray hard for good results. ; w ;



blergh. i really...really...can't wait for the holidays to come. Oh speaking of which...This Friday is a Holiday. Wesak Day Apparently. Go look up on Wikipedia.com or Google to know what Wesak Day is all about.


Also! Today is my classmate's birthday,Hanif! Some awesome funny guy in my class.

i was too shy to say Happy Birthday to him. so i said it in Facebook instead * slaps own face * gosh the things i do can be so idiotic.


AND NO IT'S NOT BECAUSE THAT I LIKE LIKE(as in love) HIM. i don't know why but i tend to be pretty shy to certain people. :/


also! my mom told me that her sister's boyfriend read the newspapers saying that there was a young korean boy who died by getting drowned in the pool in Villawangsamas(that's where i live at,so don't try to stalk me,but really..who the hell would wanna stalk me.maybe pedos. i dunno lol)In case you have no idea what Villawangsamas is..it's a Condominium place which is obviously called villawangsamas. Since the pool surrounded by buildings which a tall condominiums..so yeah. the buildings are all connected to the pool. we don't just have a pool there...there's mini restaurant(food kinda sucks though),mini supermarket store, and gym. there's even a place for outdoor bbq'ing. lol. and also,the pool at our place is actually not very deep(trust me..it's not.i'm pretty short and it's not very deep for me) so it must be a small naughty short boy who decided to drown himself in there...i dunno..i see lots of little korean boys playing in the pool everyday in the evening. and as a result of that,one of them got drowned. i don't know if it's them or not. just suspecting.



Anyhoo..since the place i live at has loads of Korean Families living there..not just korean in fact lots foreigners. mostly Koreans and Iranians there. of course there is some malay,chinese and indian people living there too.

and plus,i really dislike the korean boys. they are really annoying. except the babies and toddlers oh my gawd i saw a little korean boy today and he was so CUTE. so chubby and round. Anyways...the korean boys here are nothing but a bunch of trouble makers. i don't really care but they did annoyed me once by playing with the elevator's buttons.


hey! i have a phobia with elevators okay. = n =

So i got this debit card and...

Yeaaah. my mom believes it would be easier for me to go shopping without bringing lots of cash outside.


True true.

Of course this card wouldn't work for my school's canteen cashier.

apparently,i can shop online now. HOW AWESOME IS THAT.


i think i will never go out of my house again.O ^ O



So yeah. that's it.