Okay...i have been not updating a lot ever since my sister fell sick and passed on instead.
Yeah. my sister passed on Yesterday. i even wrote a post which was dedicated to her in case some of you readers may not notice. if you're really that not observant :p ! just scroll down and you'll see the post if you're curious about it.
so i guess you guys would probably know why i have not been updating a lot. but i'm starting to update more again anyways. also,i am beginning to feel better after listening to some musics. i force myself to listen to really happy music. lol :p
i mean,before my sister's incident i had to visit her as much as i could before she goes. i mean,everyone in my family see it coming already anyways. She's going to go soon.
;( i miss her a lot already. my niece even gave me a plastic bag that had a cute baby tiger plush inside it.
my niece told me that her mother wanted to give that present to me for my birthday. it was suppose to be a surprise. i was actually a surprised although my birthday was already over.
i hugged my niece and said " thank you for helping your mother by giving this gift for me :) "
it was really touching.
And to my Sister,Thanks Sis. You're the best Sister that nobody can be as awesome as you are ;)
my family say that i am like a replica of my sister.
we behave the same. we wear the same kind of clothes. we look like the same.
Man! some huge resemblance there huh.
i mean,some people even mistook my sister as my mother HAHA. man that's funny.
Anyways,good times are good times to be with my sister.
Now i will have to still move on with life. until when god decides when to take my life away.
i hope i can do my best to guide the eldest daughter to be a strong person.
i want my niece to be a strong person because she have 2 younger siblings to look after.
and through my experience of losing a father(except it's the other way around for my niece) and a sister,i hope my niece would learn to chin up and smile again like how i did even though i had lost someone very dear to me.
Sometimes,life has to go on.
and at least my sister had lived a good life before she passed on. :)
God bless her Soul.
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