and as i watch life goes by with time..

...this is it. one of my biggest moments in my life.

Yesterday was my last day of school.

I told myself i wouldn't cry on that very day.

MAN I WAS SO CERTAIN THAT I WOULDN'T CRY.

but i end up crying because of the teachers who bid us farewell and wished us good luck and all the best for the big test.

Oh boy.

Now i just need to get over with this Stupid SPM test.

seriously. it's stopping me from having fun LOL.

but not to worry..i'll have fun once i am done with my last exam paper.


WHICH IS ART.


epiiiiiic. LOL!

:)



One Day i See myself as a little kid crying for my mum when i was Seven.

And another day i see myself being a loser when i was 13. (i had quite a bad time especially that year.i must admit i was trying so hard just to fit in.)

And Now Here i am. 17 years old. and i am about to finish school.

SOB. TIME JUST FREAKING FLY BY EVER SO QUICK! T ^ T


Oh Man.

I can't believe i'm saying this but i'm actually looking forward for Prom.

BUT FIRST THING FIRST. FINISH SPM. GET DRIVER'S LICENSE. THEN PROM. WHOOP!


Oh Man. So Much Things To Do In Life. And Yet So Little Time.

lol.

Okay so anyways...

I felt the recent post i posted was rather sappy and stupid so i decided to post another much more happier post. I don't really like posting sad stuff on my blog or anywhere else. :)

okay quick update(although i updated yesterday i'm just gonna start of with the same ol stuff but with new stuff added together)

-I SHOULD GET STUDYING.

-SPM is less than two weeks away. FFF D:

-i wonder what's gonna happen this Thursday :/ NO DRAMA PLEASE. forget it i hate to deal with DRAMA.

-i should get a part time job once i get my driver's license after SPM~

-i guess waking up early isn't as bad as i thought..i'm just lazy mind you.

-Aaaand i miss my boyfriend as the usual but he's telling me to revise now so i shall be a good girl and do that. LOL.


also,i usually delete posts about things i'm not happy with. but i'm just gonna leave the previous post here just to make a little reminder to my family.

[ Edit ]

Okay about that " message " to those two people in my family. i have decided to remove it. i believe that what i wrote would just cause more argument. :\

Eh..Like What Sensei said...

Those Who are Always hot headed will cause a lot of conflict in life which leads everyone to more stress and argument with hatred.

but those who are wise,they will tolerate it and be peaceful.

Afterall,Silence is golden.

Life is meant to be simple no matter how corrupted this world can get.

:)

Life has been quite dramatic,hasn't it?

...O yes. it sure was.


just felt like updating on my blog about what's going on with me.

-Spm is just only few weeks away. FFFFF!!!

-I miss my boyfriend as the usual ; __ ;

-certainly not looking forward to waking up tomorrow early for school.

-i should study more than before..fff.


AND THE MOST DRAMATIC ONE OF ALL.


-family problems.

okay so maybe the rest aren't that all dramatic. but i can reassure you that family problems is serious business. >:(

i hate two people in my family which is my brother in law and my 2nd mom. yeah you can say she's something like my step mother. long story.

jeez they have been throwing so much drama that it caused me to feel so much pain seeing my beloved nieces and nephew crying.

i usually don't blap about my family's problem here. but i'll make this as an exception for once.

that's all i can say though,it's quite of a long story.

whatever happens. i hope the children are alright.


Children never deserve to get lectured and watch their loved ones argue infront of them.

:(



Oh well. life has to go on anyways.

I hope this won't happen to my packages.

...of course...it's not like people employ ninjas to do these work :p

THIS CARTOON IS GIVING ME A LOT OF NOSTALGIC FEELINGS AND MEMORIES ; A ; !!!!

Seriously. i loved watching this when i was a little kid.

I want this on my Christmas list.

Pretty please? oh i remember how i used to love Entei when i was a little girl.

YES BESIDES LIKING THOSE OTHER SERIOUSLY KAWAII POKEMONS,i don't know why i love entei <3

no seriously i don't know why :|

ignore the height measurement i couldn't find a better bigger clearer picture on google HURRR.


Oh ya! changed ma blog's layout again. Whaddaya think? :B Nge he.


K ciao i need to go study. i've been hanging on this computer for too long. :\